Live; Laugh; Love

hard times. happiness wont last long, unless you made an effort to grab hold of it. i didnt, which results in sucky week!!! ): plenty of stress at work and r, unappreciated work, thoughts of giving up, awkward moments, itchy eyes, the feeling of no-true-friend again, guiltiness, quarrel with family, superslow phone, eating alot, fats accumulating, unpredictable moodswings, parents' nags, many pimples face, no job soon = no $$$, inflation, spending money without using my brain, getting lazier, manymany plans (but no capital), getting older, realise & see for myself the scheming minds at work, smrt trains moving very slowly and the list just go on and on. rawrrrrr! it's really time to sit down one day, and think of my aims & goals in life. there's nothing i reallyreallyreally wanna pursue in life currently. everyday, dragging myself to work, doing something that i didnt enjoy and living for the sake of living. i know this's life, almost everyone is going through this piece of shit now. come to think about it, i wont mind if the world is going to end in 2012. (i know i will regret this sentence in 2013) haizzzz, it will be over soon! happiness will eventually come back to my side and leave sooner or later. i'm going swimming soon, to drown all those stupid-demoralising-evil-nolife thoughts of mine.